Break....

So far, it has been relaxing! I have been waking up about 9:00 every morning, working out a little bit, then getting ready for my day! Tommy moved out a few days ago and so I finally have a room to myself at home! It is amazing! I think that my sister is moving her bedroom downstairs, though, so I will be back upstairs, which will be so weird because my room has not been upstairs sinceI was in 10th grade! CRAZY! But thats ok, I'm not home most of the year! I was cleaning out some drawers in my old dresser and found all these old pictures and it really made me miss being younger and in high school and seeing everyone every day! I can't believe how different things are now! Its weird that everyone is either moved away, getting married, or having babies! I really miss everyone!

On another note, I went Christmas shopping yesterday! I went two places to get Craig's gifts, then him and I went to Lakeside and I got everyone done except for my mom, Craig's mom, and my pick for Craig's family. I know what I am getting my mom, but I have no clue what to get the other two! I am extremely excited to give Craig his gifts this because he has no idea what they are. Last year he knew everything, he guessed each gift before he opened it! It sucked! LOL! But not this year!!!

Tonight we are all going out for my brother's birthday! I can't believe he is 26 years old! It just brings me back to my thought of how much everyone and everything has changed! Sometimes I wish time would just slow down a little!

The OCD is kicking in....

Today was such a bad day, as far as being anal goes! Haha! I swear, I was packing and I had to re-pack three times because I didn't like how it was fitting! Craig slept all day, because he didn't sleep last night, and although I was very happy that he was finally getting some sleep, I just wanted to make my bed! LOL! PJ came in my room today and sprayed that fake snow stuff on my mirrir, which I already have perfectly decorated, and I about died! Plus, it pissed me off cause he "drew" a penis with the snow! I am a girl, not a boy, I think he forgets a lot of the time! Also, I was very annoyed because I am realizing that some people are so damn ridiculous that I cannot stand them one bit! My head has been pounding all day long, which sucks!

Today I got back $76.00 when I sold my books back, so Craig and I got a few things from the school store. I got another pair of comfy pants, Craig a hoodie, and my mom a CMU Mom sweatshirt! Craig got his dad some sweatpants and his brother some shorts! We also went to SBX and he got his sister a shirt and I got a shirt, too! Haha!

Tomorrow we will be heading home and I hope that I will be able to see people that I never see over break! That was my intentions over break last year and it didn't quite work out that way! I'm a bit more OCDish this year, so we'll see!

Have a good night!

I'm done!

I cannot believe I am completely done with my first ever semester at CMU! I think I can safely say that it was nothing like I ever expected it would be! I thought I would feel a little bit more fulfilled, but I don't, at all! I'm very happy to be going home for a month, but I am sad to be leaving my wonderful bedroom and bed behind for a month. Plus, the kids still have school for another week at least and mom and dad still have work, so half the day I'm gonna be home alone anyways.

Something really pissed me off today! An old friend called just to brag about something.... how nice is that? I'm not gonna name any names, but I haven't talked to this person in a long time and to call me out of nowhere to brag is just so rude!

On another note, I feel as if something is missing in my life! I think that I need a job, or I need something so that I feel like I belong somewhere, or belong to something? I feel as if I keep searching for something and I am not finding it. The sad thing is that I have no idea what it is that I am searching for? I can't sleep at night any more, because Craig and I have gotten so used to staying up really late and taking naps during the day. But now that I have no reason to stay up late, I am scared that when I want to go to bed, my thoughts won't stop for a minute to let me sleep! We shall see, I guess?

On a happier note, I cannot wait to get my camera! And when I get home this weekend I get to pick up my new glasses! I cannt wait! I haven't had a new pair in so many years and these are really cute! When I get my new camera I will definately take a picture of them! Haha! I am also excited for our annual "Circle" (haha) Christmas Party! Last year was a lot of fun, with Ang choking as she tried to tell us her and Miah were engaged! I don't want no more surprises this year! LOL! There's been way too many this year and its crazy! Don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy for everyone, but I just keep waiting for something amazing to happen to me, I don't care what it may be, I just want to feel something? I dunno?

Anyways, I'm goonna go lay next to my sleeping prince charming and read a book by flashlight, since I can't turn the lights on until he's awake :)! Have a good week!

This weekend....

was fun! Last night our neighbors had a party, so I actually let loose and drank a little bit. I think I needed it! I feel a lot more relaxed today than I have in a while! I started reading Twilight and I love it! I'm already about half-way through, well, about 1/3 of the way through! Nothing really exciting has happened with my life lately. I had a job interview last week for Special Olympics of MI, but I didn't get the job :( That's ok, I think I'm just gonna work at the cafeteria on campus next semester. They give you pretty much any hours, so that would be all right, I guess! I don't have much of an option, because I HAVE to have a job...I'm so broke!

Craig and I are going to pull an all nighter! i don't need to, but I feel bad that he always has to, so I'm gonna attempt it as well! We'll be going home Thursday or Friday and we are stopping at the Coach Outlet on the way, so I am waaaaay excited about that! I hope everyone does good on their finals, since I'm a loser and don't really have anything big! Haha!

C-ya!

Tumors...

I always think that I have one in my head somewhere. I get these horrible headaches every single day! I don't know if it is from being on the computer so much or something else. I went to the doctors for it a while ago and she gave me a pain killer, assuming I was having migraines. She said to come back if the medicine didn't help. Well, any time I take the pills I get really nautious, so obviously they don't work. She said that next time I come back, she might want to do a catscan and that scares me! I keep thinking that I'll have some sort of brain tumor and have to have brain surgery or something crazy! I don't want that to happen!

I'm just crazy! And so is my little man! Loki is bored and won't stop diggin at the carpet! Any suggestions on how to stop that?! I took a new pic of him and I tonight!

Sad...

Missy posted a really old video on facebook today and as much as I loved it, it made me totally sad...I realize that I have gained a lot of weight and I do not like it! It seems as if everyone I know can lose wait and I just keep gaining...I'm sad now...Criag and I always talk about losing weight or working out, but we never do it....over Christmas break, we are doing it....I don't care if I don't like it...I need to do it for myself...I think I will be a much more positive person if I feel good about the way I look! Sorry to complain, but it really made me sad!

It's winding down...

I am so happy that the end of the semester is here! This week and then Monday and Tuesday of next week and we're done! Me and Craig are going to sign our lease on Wednesday for next year! I'm so excited! I find myself looking at kitchen things every time I am in the store now. I really want this awesome coffee pot for christmas thatI saw at Target! It has a dispenser, so you just put your cup under it and press a button, there is no pot involved!

Thanksgiving was good! It was a bit more lowkey than normal, but I'm assuming thats because my cousin, Pete, wasn't there. He got his appendix removed the day before Thanksgiving, so he couldn't make it! He always brings the party to life. None of the little girls were there, so it was more quiet! We went to my house until about 8:00 and then we went to Craig's and we played Trivial pursuit with his family, which I knew absolutely no answers! The day after Thanksgiving, all of us girl cousins(and Joey) went to EMU for the EMU vs. CMU football game! It wa freeeeeezing! And CMU lost, sadly! But we had a great time! All of us, plus my brother, went out to eat afterward and it was just a lot of fun! I always laugh a ton when I am with all of them! I am really happy that Tommy and I are older now because he used to be so mean to me and now we get along great!

I have a new niece, too! Sort of! Tommy and Jenna got a puppy on Saturday! Her name is Lola and she is so adorable! She is a Lab/Basset Hound and she is practically pure white! She's so pretty! Loki is in love with her, too! I guess that means its about that time to get my little man fixed so we don't have any puppies!

I can't wait for Christmas break! It is much needed! Oh, and I dyed my hair and got it cut! I don't like the bangs, so there might not be a pic on here unless I get a very good one!

Hey Nat- If you are reading this! I am praying for you! I see you only have 11 days until baby time! I hope everything is going well for you!! I can't wait t see some pics of this baby!! Take care!